failure seems strong word, but you can consider it as rejection

• got rejected by Recurse center(applied two times in 2022 & 2023) first time when i applied i was not that much good at programming and other things, but when i applied second time i was really hoping to get in, but didn’t, and they don’t give reason why, so i don’t know exactly why, after hackclub this community was looking like the place i wanted to be there, when i saw email it hurt